Dylan Edward jason john Smailes

2001 - 2002
LocationHartlepool
Age5 months
Date of Birth10/2001
Date of Death3/2002
Visitors2,803 since 17/10/2007
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Hiya Dylan smailes ive just found out about this site making thing.
cant believe u stayed with us only just barely 5 months, it says here to name your occupation son well i think we all know that bbz it was to make people happy priceless lol, we all lived together in a 2 bedroomed house,at 4 ibrox grove, owton manor, hartlepool. me u and liam. u now have another brother rhys and a sister caitlyn-mary, liam still remembers and misses u dearly bbz.
Itbroke our hearts that morning we found u lifeless in our home and i couldnt believe when they said cot death and i knew u wouldnt leave us 4 no reason then when they came a while later and told us u had bronchilitis and that caused the life to leave ur body i miss u so much bbz.
U wer so alive and it was so unexpected its left such a big gap in all our hearts you wer such a gift to life and all around.

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happy 10th birthday

well this time has come round again son, we party, eat food, do games n sing happy birthday to the birthday boy but there's one thing missing, oh yh its me special birthday boy, im missin u so much son i long to hold u so close to me again ur smell n ur smile kept me warm inside!! i held u so tight u wer my world wer did u go son!!! love u so much n hope u have a lovely time wer eva u r!! this time in 2001 mam went thru pain n such happiness on ur birthday i couldnt of been any happier. miss u son i really do n love u so much. happy birthday love liam rhys caitlyn kyle tyler n bump xxxxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

October 7, 2011

my baby angel

hiya son, not had time to write son, plus going thru alot at the mo son, u gettin alot older now son i just hate thinking of all those years im missin everything about u. you birthday coming up son, still wish i could hold u n hear that laugh in my ear 4 last time or just hold u close. missing u so much, your siblings liam rhys caitlyn kyle n tyler all wonder how u r n liam missin u so much n the rest always say ur name n ask about u i jus wish u wer ere with them n me xxxxx we due our new addition on 29th of october son xxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

August 20, 2011

hi son

hiya son hope u not missing me to much, im sorry i dont write so much darl its jus so hard for me to be writing to u and not having u ere to say wa it is i wana say 2 u, i look at liam ur biggest bro and wonder wa u wud b like coz he such a mouthy thing n im guessing u 2 wud of ran circles round me lol. dylan son im sorry if u cant move on due to me not letting u go k coz u c son i just cant let u go i cant, i need u ere as i do the others, i miss u so much i wud give ne thing to have u ere in my arms n giving me some lip lol xxxx i know liam still thinks of u n even tho the rest didnt meet u they still think of u son plz forgive me 4 not letting u go k i just cant let u go ne wer k. i want u 4 my own i want u bk darl, i need 2 know u ok n well, u my baby n i want to do all i can to love n hold u baby. sorry i know u getting older now n dont wana hear all this lol but i just love u so much ok and miss you so much xxxxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

February 10, 2011

mummys angel

hey my special son, 3 days off xmas son, missing you so much, another xmas without u how hard it is no1 understands darl, mams found a friend now that has a little boy called dylan who is also up there with you son, she understands me and we chat so much about u and the days u wer ere in my arms. well merry xmas darl and wish could watch you opening ur pressies but instead gotta imagine yet agen, will b thinking of u always all day long, as u probs know mam has split with daddy ste and moved on and met a lad named chris but tell ya more later darl as im tired at the moment darl, just wanted to wish u all the best up there with ur loving family and all ur loving family misses u so much down ere. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love you dylan smailes u r a missing space in my heart always u will live on in my head n mind n soul n heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love mammy xxxxxxxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

December 22, 2010

calling dylan smailes

do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love mummy

Becky Smith (Mam)

May 2, 2010

my special son dylan x

hiya son this is so hard every time i come on this site but i so need to as it seems to help knowing im writing about my darling son, dylan i am still feeling the effects of loosing you so bad even now after so many years, i have put it to the back of my mind for so long and i need to accept u gone but its so hard babe i dont want to know u have gone really, u need me i know u do and i hope you didnt feel i sent u away coz i didnt son and would give anything to hold u again in my arms and dance around as we did son i miss u so much!!!!!! i do think of u alot but always end up in tears and i dont understand y no1 knows whats wrong with me wen i am upset or quiet or just go for a cry its like everyone has forgot!!! got to go darls love ya xxxxxxxxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

May 2, 2010

my special son

missing you so much son, i know its been a while yet again and we have had a new addition to our family son, im just so scared you think im trying to replace you son with having so many brothers and a sister, im not tho son i just want to give them the chance son and i so regret that you didnt get that chance to grow up and live amoungst us i miss you so much dylan i just cant face that i have actualy lost you, i know its been what 7-8 year son but i just cant let go son im sorry, i really dont know what im going to do now wen tyler gets older coz my body cant cope with anymore babys inside and i will be totaly lonely without a baby in my arms, i secretly cannot get over loosing you dylan i still smell you at times and keep getting a blank mind wen i think about what happened xxxxxxx i must go now coz im off to bed babes love you so much love mam daddy-ste liam rhys caitlyn kyle tyler and riley xxxxxxxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

April 19, 2010

my darling son 8th anniversary

miss you babes, 8 year ago and longer i had you in my arms and could just look straight into your eyes and feel the love, you are such a lovely lad and i cant live in hate but i do miss you so much i cant cope with it sometimes i just love you so much xxxxx love mam daddy ste liam rhys caitlyn kyle baby and riley xxxxxxxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

March 4, 2010

hello dylan

Hi dylan its wendy your mammys friend

I have just found your site little man can't belive that you have been gone so long. You were so such beautiful baby I can remember the 1st time I met you at your mammys house and gave you a cuddle, its hard belive that you would be 8 now, merry christmas lil man and watch over your family

Lots of love wendy xxx

Wendy Allen (Family Friend)

December 14, 2009

birthday boy

hello my darling, wow!!!! your 8yrs old now babe, i miss you so much, they say as time moves on it gets easier but there wrong son i miss you more and more each and every day, we having a tea party 4 you babes but the hardest thing was having to explain to you sister, she 4yrs and she asked " mammy dylan cant eat his cake " so asked why's that babe and she replies " because he's dead mammy " so i had to hold back my tears and tell her caitlyn babes we can eat ths cake for your brother and we can celebrate as if he was here and it will make mummy so happy darling and she says " OK MUMMY " its so hard here without you son.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DYLAN we love you so much.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love mam ste liam rhys caitlyn kyle and riley xxxxx

Becky Smith (Mam)

October 7, 2009
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